Itsabagslife

"Is love supposed to last throughout all time, or is it like trains changing at random stops. If I loved her, how could I leave her? If I felt that way then, how come I don't feel anything now?"

Jeff Melvoin - 1993, Northern Exposure

So at the end of the road did you find something? Did you get something?

Life is full of lessons. Sometimes a hard fall could paralyze you and change everything in your life but it all goes down to this "Acceptance". It all depends on how you look on things. Yes i lost her but i did get a well live lessons in life to ponder on while loving her. I grew up and become more mature on facing life. I learned to love what i have rather than grief on what i have lost.

I loved everything about her. I guess she never felt it. I asked her one last time - "mahal mo ba ako?" all she say is "Hindi ko kayang sagutin yan", all i can do is turn my back because of dismay. I gaved 2 years of my life and i get nothing but scars and pain on loving her. I know its my fault. Loving is all about taking risks. Like a song line of hayley "That's what you get when you let your heart win".lol

I am happy now. I will be happier now. Ill keep believing that soon this train ride will take me home. For now, I must move for the next stop. Stare at the window of the train while drinking a cup of coffee. So when the next stop comes, ill be more ready to love someone.