Itsabagslife

"Siya na ba makakasama mo habang buhay?"

Tanong ng isang tao sakin habang nagpapalitan kami ng mga kwento, Di naman ako napaisip sa tanong nya at deretsang sagot din naman ang binigay ko "hindi ko alam" sabay malalim na hinga at bigkas ko "Hindi ko naman kasi inisip yan ng mahalin ko siya"

Pangako lang naman kasi ang salitang "habang buhay" sa akin. At di ko kailangan mangako sa kanya kasi sapat na ang maraming lalaki na nangako noon sa kanya, nagbigay ng sing-sing at ipinangako ang langit at lupa, pati yata impyerno isinama na din, pati pagtama sa lotto isinama sa pangako. Oo kelangan naman talaga ang salitang "habang buhay" sa isang relasyon bilang pampasarap ng mga bagay, pero walang silbe yun kung di mo din naman kayang patunayan hindi ba? Eh me kilala nga ako mag asawa nag aaway sila pero naayos din naman nila, kasi totoo ang salitang habang buhay para sa kanila.

"Hindi ginagamit ang salitang habang buhay sa pagpili ng makakasama, masyado kang perpeksyonist at asa kung sa twina na lang sasabihin mo sa sarili mo na siya na ang gusto ko makasama habang buhay" reaksyon ko sa pagtatanong niya

Mahal ko siya, habang isinusulat ko to, yun ang alam ko. Patuloy kong natututunan kung pano mahalin at pahalagahan siya.

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blog ko to. bawal epal!
itsabagslife.blogspot.com

Sa ayos ng kanyang buhok
ako'y nahuhulog
puso ko'y mabilis
ang ginagawang pagtibok.

Tumititig. Pilit na lumalapit
ako namay iyong pansinin
Iyong ngiti ay wag
namang ipagkait

Dingin mo ang aking utal
mahagkan ka binibini
yun ang tangi kong
dinarasal.

Hawakan mo ang aking kamay
buhay ko ang tangi kong alay.
























I love you bebs. hehe
happy 8th!

Bawal epal. Blogger ko to!
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Itsabagslife.blogspot.com

"Because the girl has a choice, we must be her better choice"


We've been together for 7 months and 5 days. We've been into heartaches and yet we made it, and weathered the storm. Back then i thought that love happens in a single click but i was wrong.

Yes our relationship came on a single touch of our fingertips. My love is like a surprise gift wrapped into a newspaper so no one can say whether she is getting a cadbury or a tsok-nat.


I remember that day that Aihl told me "find someone to love, you got so much love in your heart" and then there it was.

All those EX's and Flings that makes me jealous and go crazy.All those memories of love that she shares listed in her memory. All those "naaalala ko dati...ay wag na lang" flashbacks. All those names that keeps bugging her that makes me become a lunatic. All those places that she has been in.

...I grinned on those days or should I say, I smirk.

"Because Michel has a choice., I must be her better choice"


I worked hard to get this far...we worked hard to get this far!

"You can never say that it is love what you have until you get hurt"

We remained strong after all those weird stuffs that happened to us this past few weeks. I almost thought that it was the end of the line but i kept praying and keep asking for answers.

God never fails

Someone told me that hurting makes love last., Yes hurting can destroy your love for one another but it can make you grow a little bit more. Just learn to trust.

Of course listening is a good idea., Quiet times together allows you to talk about the things that tries to break into your doorsteps. Learning to admit one's mistake is the best thing.

Loving someone is easy, but keeping a relationship that lasts is hard if you're the only one who wants to keep it.

Love is for 2 people who has the same eternal feeling for each other. I'm so blessed. I love you bhe..

itsabagslife.blogspot.com

I was lucky enough at nahiram ko din sa wakas ang kapitan sino ni mika.,akda ni Bob Ong, Kahit na muntik pa ako habulin ng aso nung gabi na yun habang pauwi.hehehe

Hindi ko pa tapos yung kapitan sino..Unti unti ko lang din naman kasi binabasa.,kasi nga gusto ko namnamin.. Nakakatawa ang kapitan sino. It reflects the true colors of the society today., ung mga lecheng tambay sa kalye. Ung walang patumangang pagyayabangan ng mga mag kumare. Tsismisan na walang patid at marami pa.

Gusto ko ang usapan na ito ni Rogelio at Tessa, (nandito na ako kagabi, pahina 109 yata)

Habang nag e e stargazing sila at nageenjoy sa bubong ng simbahan na pinagsabitan ni Kapitan Sino nung unang engkwentro nito sa isang magnanakaw...

"Wala akong paningin. Hindi ako nakakakita ng maskara. Kung sino ka talaga, yun lang ang nakikita ko."

"Dahil maraming pwedeng magkagusto sa’yo nang di ikaw ang nakikita nila kundi kung ano ang itsura mo."

"Alam mo ba ang pinagkaiba ng mga bulag at ng mga nakakakita? Hindi alam ng mga nakakakita kung kelan sila bulag."

"Sabi ng tatay ko dati, wag daw akong malungkot dahil mga panlabas na anyo lang ang di ko makikita, pero mas makikilala ko ang mundo sa kung ano ito dahil di ako mabubulag ng mga anyo."


"Maraming tao dito ang mas malungkot pa sa taong nakatira sa buwan. Saka hindi naman kailangan ang maraming tao para bumuo ng mundo e. Minsan isang tao lang ang kasama mo, buo na ang mundong kailangan mo habambuhay."

"H-higit k sa maganda… higit sa mak… sa makikita ng mata at matatanaw ng diwa…higit sa maipipinta ng awit…at malililok ng salita…higit sa malilipad ng pangarap at masisisid ng tula…higit ka sa pinakamagandang katha."

Sadyang manamnam ang pagkakasulat ng Kapitan Sino at mamahalin mo ang kakaibang paraan ng kwento nito. Oh well, first time ko lang ata nakabasa ng filipino super hero na istorya kaya talagang nasisiyahan ako...

Itutuloy ko pa pagbabasa ko ha;)

This is my 99th post on my personal blog guys. A lot of thanks to those names mentioned on this personal blog that i started last January. For stories, lits, emotions, videos, songs, korean movies and many more. Thanks that you guys became a part of my online journal for almost a year.

Many people think that this is a stupid thing. Writing emotions and letting people get into your life. Well all i can say is this blog became my outlet during those "EMO" days of my life. This is where i put my bitterness and sufferings. I lock it into my blog and use it as a motivation.

This is the place where i put my heart for public viewing.lol.

Many people say "If you want to forget someone., put her into literature" well i did, She's just a story now. They are just part of my short but well lived story now. I had no regrets because without all those things that i had when i started this blog i wouldn't have someone like Michel now. Those stories that taught me how to love and what's the feeling of being loved.

As i continue to grow, As i continue to write...

Hope you guys could see how beautiful life can be :D

"Life is like a box of chocolate.. You'll just never know what you're gonna get"

So