Itsabagslife

"There's nothing in this world so sweet as love. And next to love the sweetest thing is hate"

"To really know someone is to have loved and hated him in turn"

"Hate is misguided love."

"Just because i smile on the outside doesnt mean that i am on the inside."







Hatred and Heartaches.
by jayson bagio

Ive been counting those pains that you caused me.
You scarred my life so badly.

I always say that you are the only one that i pray for,
that may you give me love a little bit more.

I shed tears under my pillow,
knowing death is next to follow.

I had given everything,
but for you it is not even a
single thing.

Now all left is hate,
I don't believe in such words like fate.

I don't want to see you again,
stop fucking around cause i'm not
pretending to be friend.

I'm taking back sunday, promise
ill step on your neck someday.

I hate you. You caused me so much heartaches.

"What if our hands are meant to fit like this?"

Its 2:45, saturday afternoon
I'm sitting next to a girl whom i always wanted to be with.
It's almost been a year since i last saw her.

All the scenes were very fast
All i can do is stare on her face
look into her eyes
smell her scent...(sigh)

Until i get the chance. I hold her hands again. I remember that day, i asked her if i can hold her hand and she refused.


Now I began asking my self again (While holding her hands). If there's no love why would you let me hold your hands again?

She's my everything, She's my heroine. My love for her was so strong that i couldn't stay away anymore. Even she is not around i keep fallin and fallin for her. Holding her hand and Experiencing those things makes me live a year more than anybody. She is my lifeline.

I'm playing with her fingers as if it was mine. I whispered to her.

"I love you. All i can do is love you and love you."

She kept quiet hearing those words. Suddenly she told me something,

"Hintayin mo ako bags, pag 30 na ako"

I smiled a bit when i heard those words from her, Yeah, i know her family. I know the situation on their family. All i can do is put my head on her shoulder (facing her shoudler) Smelling her fumes but actually i was kissing her shoulder - unitentionally. I didn't asked her anything when i heard those words. I just said this to my self (I didn't asked you to marry me? What i am asking you is to love me. just love me the way i am loving you today. I dont know tomorrow, I can't even come back for yesterday.).

She is my life. If i would have a house i would have it through our shared dreams and thoughts of having it. I love her so.

And so while sitting on a couch we had an exchange of stories.

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3:45. We got to keep going and so we left off.

Now It's back to reality. I don't know what would be the next story.

Title : Koizora (November 2007)
Genre: Drama and Romance

Cast:
Yui Aragaki as Mika Tahara
Haruma Miura as Hiro Sakurai

Director:
Natsuki Imai


Quotes:
"Young love can be too aggressive, painful and yet it when it struck someone it's unpredictable"
"Its a real picture of love among their ages"
"Heart Warming Tearjerker"

Koizora (Sky of love) is a well told story of two high school students who fall in love. A love that defied every odds as their love story goes.

The story began when mika lost her phone. She searched for it and she found her phone on the library, As it rings and Mika answered the call she was introduced to a guy whom at first keeping his secret identity(It was Hiro).

Mika and Hiro became close through never ending SMS and Calls. One morning they saw a jetplane accross the sky, they both take picture of it so when the meet and greet time comes that's the only thing that they both have to show as a proof. And so they decided to finally meet there was a somewhat kind of disapointment from Mika. But then when love strucks. love strucks!.

This is not an ordinary japanese or somewhat kind of an old fashioned korean movie. The love of Hiro and Mika showcased so much of youth and love.

Their love grew as far as reality is concerned. There were so many trials that came on their relationship. "As in". You'll be shocked how real the story line was.

The way the story end's was something usual though. But surely, Koizora would leave a mark deep into someone's heart. At the end you'll find that love was never meant to end. Real love won't simply end;)

Favorite Scene: The Black Board writing scene wherein they put their last notes during their last day on their high school. It's so so heart touching.

See this movie: Rating 8 of 10

MySoju link : Koizora (Sky of Love)

I never knew that Yui aragaki(Mika)can sing. Awesome. Sky of Love - OST

Thanks, setokoji18 from youtube. Great Post!

- Hayley Williams? "She is HOT" Her eyes, her voice, her smile, her red-hair and her voice.

I have 28 songs of Paramore Music in my iphone playlist and i just can get satisfied. I want more and more from hayley. I love this band. They are one of a kind. Hayley Rocks! I listen to their music whenever i feel like returning to those days that she was beside me. I miss you.

My Favorite Titles: My Heart, Stuck on you, Until Tomorrow, Misery Business, Conspiracy, When it Rains, Decode and That's what you get(When you let your heart win).

"Christoper Carraba is Genious"

- Dashboard Confessional is considered of the god father of emo(music and fashion). Everybody knows they are. Thumbs up. I have 72 songs of DC on my iphone playlist, whenever i feel like dying inside i listen to my DC playlist.

- From Further Seems Forever to Dashboard Confessionals.



My Favorite titles: Hands down, Vindicated, Slow Decay, Reason to believe, Heaven is here, For you to notice, Remember to breathe and Several ways to die trying.