Itsabagslife

I am counting down 10 most meaningful things that happened to me this year - 2009.

10. iWeB How could i forget them. I started my year with them. I had my very own "First Career Step" that you can call and be proud of with them. With a big staff leasing company like them - It's a dream come true for me. There i met my new buddies like Melisa, Jane, Betchay and Len. I learned wordpress through my senior php programmer pal Dex who loves to be absent rather than be late.lol. I saw photography with Mon. The Iweb-Olympics is the coolest thing ever. Sadly, Mel, Jane and I had sheer luck with them. For whatever reason we had to leave the company and file our own death-defying stunt resignation. Poofs! We're back on track now. Jane is on Makati, Mel is studying and I work on a reputable company in Search Engine Marketing and Social Media.

9. INTRO to SEO Seminar in Adamson University. I love that experience. Being able to share what i know with my co-comp sci students and returning the favor. I love that! A half day event that changed me from a stupid emo comp sci graduate who loves lurking and strolling around the campus and playing NBAlive in the computer shop sa me walkway into someone called "Sir" - Napaka kagalang galang. A Prof told me "Ito be speaker nyo? Hindi ba isa ka sa mga pasaway dati? Ganyan talaga pag nagkatrabaho..Bumabait"

People grow. Thanks Tsai. Thanks Pao-Pao :D

"Kung nagmahal ka ng taong di dapat at nasaktan ka, wag mong sisihin ang puso mo. Tumitibok lng yan para mag-supply ng dugo sa katawan mo. Ngayon, kung magaling ka sa anatomy at ang sisisihin mo naman ay ang hypothalamus mo na kumokontrol ng emotions mo, mali ka pa rin! Bakit? Utang na loob! Wag mong isisi sa body organs mo ang mga sama ng loob mo sa buhay! Tandaan mo: magiging masaya ka lang kung matututo kang tanggapin na hindi ang puso, utak, atay o bituka mo ang may kasalanan sa lahat ng nangyari sayo, kundi IKAW mismo!"  - Bob Ong


"Pinili mo yun. Nasarapan ka naman diba? Masakit nga lang sa huli."








Don't blame other people for causing you so much heartache in life. Don't blame your heart because you followed it. "Walang tangang puso parang awa mo na". Don't blame your dreams because you always dream of her or him. "Di sana ngayong nasaktan ka di ka na gumising. Namatay ka na lang sana. Di ka pa nakaperwisyo!" 


People make their own choices. We choose to love someone at all cost because we choose it. Keep this in mind. "Di mo masisise kahit sino pag nag - tae ka. kasi hawak mo naman ang kutsara at tinidor mo. ikaw ang pumipili ng kakainin mo. Di mo ba nakita panis na?"


You can't turn back time by saying "ifs" and "buts" grow up and take a step foot forward. face the reality that what you have is now. You made a wrong decision before then why commit another shitfull thing na di mo man lang aayusin ang gagawin mung pagpile. Love is not like "feeling butterflies circling around your stomach". It is always about a choice! And who made that stupid choice? YOU! 

"The great love i have for you
is gone, and I find my dislike for you
grows every day. When I see you,
I do not even like your face;
the one thing that I want to do is to
look at other girls. I never wanted to
marry you. Our last conversation
was very boring and has not
made me look forward to seeing you again.
You think only of yourself.
If we were married, I know that I would find
life very difficult, and I would have no
pleasure in living with you. I have a heart
to give, but it is not something that
I want to give to you. No one is more
foolish and selfish than you, and you are not
able to care for me and help me.
I sincerely want you to understand that
I speak the truth. You will do me a favor
if you think this is the end. Do not try
to answer this. Your letters are full of
things that do not interest me. You have no
true love for me. Good-bye! Believe me,
I do not care for you. Please do not think that
My heart is yours. And I love you."

"READ BETWEEN THE LINES" and find out the real message that the writer want to say :) cool!

exerpt from this website :lovefatedestiny.com

What do people need?

Havaianas and Flip Flops to walk?
Fancy Car for sake of the so called Chick Magnet?
A Condo Unit or Town House for Exclusive Living?
Cool Mobile Phone for Small Talks?
iPhone and Smart Phones for Status Symbol?
Mocha Frap for Chalk Talks?
Lacoste for Clothing?
Nike or Adidas for Sporting?
Converse Chucks and Hoodies?
Perfume to wear on?
Chocolates and Cakes for Sweets?
Restos and Grills for Fine Dine?
Cigarette for Dessert?
Liquor for Sleep?
Bags and Pockets for keeping?
Yacht for Fishing?
Laptop and Notebooks for Posing?
Boys and Girls for Fling?
iPod for music?
PSP for gaming?
Bar and Clubs for SHIT-FULL things?

We forgot to live the way life suppose to be. Look around. Are you living like me? Living like them? Are you living for them? or just for yourself? Living for money and for your own survival?

Live life as simple as you can. I'm not cleaning my hands here. Doing some role playing here. Change always come from inside.

Life is just like this. LIVE OR DIE.



Find love from other peoples heart! Give love to other people. They need it! Many people need it!

I had a nice time last friday. I met with someone whom i never thought id be meetin this month of the year.

Damn she's pretty looking girl(Isn't she?). She's my "textmate" and "chatmate", im always asking this girl when we are going to meet. Finally we agreed and it was last friday. But there's a purpose, she wants me to take a look at her portable(laptop) that dont boot successfully after an on and off scenario at her home(thank god, i have this somewhat kind of talent on fixing stuffs like that)



-- 7:00am

- I woke up and when i looked at the clock, it's 7. i looked at my phone and i saw her name-received an sms from her."Good Morning", damn i realized she's up and probably on a bus ride now. We're meeting at 7eleven near CGH and by the way she is from bulacan-lomo de gato i think, that's why she has to wake early because our agreed meeting time is at 9am.

-half an hour has past. I started moving my ass to prepare the house for my visitor.

-- 8:00am

-I received another sms from her "txt n lng kita pg andun nq" and all i said is "whew.. this is real" after preparing the house, I prepare my self. I don't want to be a mess since this the first and only could be the chance to meet her.

-- 8:30am

- I received an sms again "andito nako. bile nq pagkain ha"
-Poofs. With a smile on my face i whispered. "okay". its just a two minute "traysikel" ride from home to reach the meeting place and so i follow my foot to pick her up.

-as soon as i arrived, i saw her immediately in the cashier paying for something.. i want to surprise her and so i didn't call her attention first. As soon as she sat., i approached her and say "psst.(her name)!"

-and there she started act like she was so surprised
-adik(natataranta?)

the scenes we're so fast. All i did is stared at her. Watch her face and smile.
girl : "kumain ka na?" she said as she stands and try to buy me something.
me: "wag na, sa bhay na lng"
girl : "Hindi okay lng libre ko"
me: "wag na"
as we went out the 7eleven, she acted really funny. Instead she follow me since i am the one who knows way back to our home. I followed her.
she said:
-tatawid
-kaliwa
-kanan
-sasakay
-tricycle

Damn. She is talking and talking, but that was good because all those times i was just staring at her, watching her nice glossy hair (may be out of imagination, but she is really pretty.)

I had so much stuffs to smile when we we're home. We keep on talking and talking about stuffs that just float in the air. It's like we knew each other personally. We had so many exchange of thoughts. While fixing her portable we we're sharing personal profiles with each other.

Staring at her is my favorite hobby that time. Just to make the chance worth it.

The battery of her portable is not working and so volunteered to help her find replacement for it.(so we could meet again). So as the meeting purpose was done, she left her battery, and we left.We because i went with her just to make sure that she will go home safely.

And that's it. The staring is over. A short walk with her and she took a bus ride again.

Thanks for that funny moments.

It's nice to meet you.

I cant wait to see you again.

by the way thanks to the ipod copy of twilight movie.

I am thankful that i was once became a part of this big time company located in the heart of Makati-Ayala business district. Thanks to the training in vb and asp.net that they have given us.

For a while it was a very good way to start my career in this so called IT industry but as the days goes by my start up with them became a living hell. Oops sorry for that term.

I found my self wasting my time sitting my ass and waiting and waiting for nothing.

Before this all began they told us upon the orientation that if they endorse us to a client and the client feels you are a perfect piece for them then there you will be deployed. With that is a condition that we'll pass the training and all those revalidation exams to be offered by their clients, with "s" because they told us that they are big time and everybody in this country believe that yes they are so they have many clients. And they promised us that they'll offer us to other business partners that they have if we wont get accepted by their other clients.

I had so much fun on our 1 & a half months of training in asp and vb.net., we're getting paid while doing the training, unlike any other IT consulting company.

After the it's about time to face the ultimate truth. Its eviction time fellas, just like in Big Brother, 4 of us was immediately evicted so from 15 guys down 11,. the 4 didn't made it because they failed to pass the training days.

After that we we're now sent for a week-long revalidation exam of one of their bigtime roots, a bank probably just for you to picture it out. After a long week 5 of 11 we're hired by this bank so how many was left behind? 6? i am one of those six.

The next day was a surprise, our boss told us that we'll have to make our resignation paper immediately. What a fucking surprise. They only have one client for .net and they are kicking our asses out to the office. We resigned as they said without any contest because we we're rookies back then. And the agreement that they'll offer us to another client was just verbal.

damn.

If only i didn't got to much pressured on landing my first job. I could have not bite in the bait of a fucking scam.

Guess what i am still a mother fucking lucky piece of bastard. I landed a job quickly after that scam. My colleagues left in that BIG time company will be there for 3 years because of that fucking miserable contract that they signed. They are getting less on what a .net programmer should rate. The secrets we're leaking., java people we're rating 18-20k and they are just getting 12.

hahaha..last laugh to us, people who we're kicked out because of their tight policy.
Thanks for a while. I learned my lessons.