Itsabagslife

Now i know.

Ill change my life for good.
I wont cry for someone like you again.
Ill never bother to ask you again.
I wont ask for a kiss again.
I wont ask for promises.
Ill be forgetful.
I wont wait on the train station again.
Ill be stronger than ever.
Ill Change my phone number again.
Ill throw away all those pictures of yours.
I wont dream of you again.
I wont put you on my plans.
I wont listen to the songs that reminds me of you.
Neither do i be singing.
I wont pass by on our places again.
You'll miss those candles we had.
I wont be saying your name again.

I love you but now all i can do is hate you.

"Brownies Temptation by DQ" - day2

After eating heavily from a resto. Try this Super Jam pack served upside down brownies temptation of dairy queen.

Promise, you'll feel all full and heavy after eating this ice cream

I went out yesterday to bond with my office mates on trinoma.

And we ended the eating parade through this 16oz Ice Cream from DQ. So sweet and delicious.

Events :

Tropa ko siya eh. Cute diba? hahaha

Words "cute" are meant for animal pets. Pretty is the right word right?

It's her from meet and greet part 1

"Maria Kristina Del Rosario Emeterio"

hahaha.peace kreng. Alam ko ayaw mo binabanggit name mo ng buo.hahahaha

Lakad Tropa. I had a nice time with her yesterday. Though naligaw ako sa trinoma - leche nmn eh noh wala kayang kwenta trinoma.

Do you believe many of my friends are so fucking amazed about trinoma? hahaha.. OoOps. Siguro badtrip lng ako kasi naligaw ako sa entrance nila.

I wont date someone again on that freaking mall. Trinoma is like greenhills and tutuban with a little touch of Rob. That's how they mixed it up.lol. I went to the Block - SM north. Woah. When that renovation is done it's going to be a perfect place. "FREE WIFI on the whole place" that's awesome right? I checked it - I even updated some files on my iphone.lol

Anyways lets go back to the "lakad tropa"

So I went out early in the office to hang out with this girl yesterday. MRT, Then long-freaking-dumb walk. I was there at exactly 512pm. lol.

The usual thing about kreng - she is so hyper. She talks and talks. We ate at "sbarro", damn i dont know how to eat on that resto. I should have practiced first.lol. She ordered Baked Ziti, Slice of pizza and Lemonade for us both.

By that time all i can do is stare at her. She then say "Wag mo ako panoorin. Cge lang kain ka lang dyan"

Sbarro food was great. Except for one thing. "Manners" of their services. We were sitting next to a family, A guy stand up to get water to give on her little sis - the next scene? A waiter gets the plate without even analyzing wheter the people there are still eating. Though he asked if he could get the platters. Still if you are on that situation. Its like "Huling subo. Pagkababa ng kutsara. Me lumapit. Tapos na po kayo? Ligpitin ko na ha" - Kreng told me that all sbarro restos are like that.

After that heavy eating on sbarro we tried to get some walk. We could have landed ourselves on Starbucks but there's no available seat. We walked again and went to DQ, Dairy Queen. The place where ice cream becomes a sin.lol their ice cream is so so delicious.

We shared stories there. We shared thoughts. We shared music. Enjoying our stolen time from our so busy life. She is a practice nurse now on bulacan. You got to know how cruel shifting schedules for nurses. lol

Thanks for the time little miss kreng. I enjoyed walking with you.

P.S. The dvd?That's what a lightscribe technology does. Hope it was impressive enough.lol

I am thankful that the
sun gave way for you
to be the center of
my universe.

That the time knows
how to slow things down
whenever we sit
together.

Flowers sprung. so as
my love for you
continues to bloom
everyday in my heart.

And morning continues to
fill my heart with
happiness because of
your love and care.

My love for you is
Invulnerable. I love you.
I am thankful that it
was you.

It was you whom ive
fallen to.


P.S. Salamat nung friday. Para sayo to. hehe;) buti na lng pinaupo mo ako sa tabi mo, kasi kung pinabayaan mo lng ako bka tumalikod na lng ako at pinairal ang kabulukan ng ugali ko. Salamat kasi kahit saglit nakasama kita ule. hehehe. love you my emoSP" mwah!haha

545pm (Long day at the office)

-Going home. I always do this, the train shit.
I got tons of work left for
tomorrow on my table.(sigh)

607pm (The Train Shit)

- There's something different today as i arrive
in the train station. It's a bit crowded. Looks like
someone threw a party on the train station. lol
as if i care,

610pm (The Waiting)

- Waiting for the train
- Sitting on a bench and roaming my eyes around.
As if I'm new to this.

612pm (The Dreaming)

- I remember those days, When we were still in
school. I usually do this. Waiting for her on this
very same train station.
-She'll always say "Kanina ka pa?" Acting like that she care.
- Ill answer "Ngayon2 lng, 5 mins"(Stupid)

617pm (The Chances)

- When we ride the train. It's always like i won on a lottery.
I get the chance to stand so close to her that i could smell her
fumes that has become more of a drug to me. I get the chance
to stare on her beautiful brown eyes. I get the chance to tell her
that i love her. All she can reply is a tiny slap on the face.
Then She'll say "Tumigil ka jan".
- I love her so much. I always come back to those 15 mins train ride with her.

625pm (The truth)

- Everytime that train ride ends. Every dream ends.
- "Minsan pauunahin niya ako, minsan pauunahin ko siya"
(scared to get caught)

637pm (The Shocking Truth)

- So much of my day dreaming. It's been 30 mins.
Where's the fucking train that i've been waiting. Did i get
caught day dreaming and million of trains passed by?(sigh)

- I heard an announcement from a somewhat voice
"Code Red", about 5 times.
then. "please stay away from the yellow lane"

- What's with the party over there? As i try to see what
the hell is going on there...
"Excuse me" i said

- I saw a body lying on the floor. Someone said
"Nagpakamatay, wala yata sa sarili,. nakatulala lang eh.
Tas biglang tumalon o nahulog nung paparating na yung tren"

645 (End)

- It was me. My breathing became much harder.