Itsabagslife

" The essence of salvation that Jesus Christ taught us did not came from his grave or his tomb, It came from his suffering on the cross"

Yesterday i went off the office early to pick up mika on her office. I decided to drop by on a bookstore near her office to look for some updates on photography magazines. Saw i went there to burn my spare time while waiting for her time out. I stumbled on this book entitled - "Thank you, You healed me without second thoughts" and found that verse(above).

I returned to those days were i thought of those enders. I taught life is all about pain and sorrow. But here i am now. Able to stand and say thank you for teaching me to patiently wait and heal. Happy is where my life at right now.

When someone told me stories of pain, I always find a way for him or her how to get out. How did i get out. I don't know if i had a certain knack on giving good and well justified reasons for people asking for endless questions of hopelessness.

"Put*** In* Mo, Di na tayo parehas. Magkaibang level na tayo"

Natatawa ako ng marinig ke Isko kagabi ang kwento na yun. Nakatapos ng EE ang kanyang girlfriend sa isang kolehiyo sa maynila at mula sa pamilyang hindi naman ganun karangya ang pamumuhay. Hindi naman ganun kahirap si Isko. Nag tatrabaho sa Ayala bilang isang computer programmer, me laptop pero mababakas mo ang kasimplehan sa kanya.

Matapobre. Sa hindi maipaliwanag na dahilan bigla na lang daw nakipag break sa kanya ang girlfriend nya. Sinabi nya sa akin na maaring may ibang nakilala ang girlfriend niya. Nung pumasa daw ito ng Board Exam para sa Electrical Engineer Licensing dun daw nag simula mag-gago lahat.. este bago.

May kinikwento na daw ang Engineer nyang GF na isang Engineer din na pinopormahan siya sa office. At sa hinali ni Isko - yun nga ang maaring naging dahilan ng kanilang break up

"Putang Ina Mo...Di na tayo parehas. Mag kaibang level na tayo. Ayaw ko na sayo"

Parang basura lang na tinapon si Isko ng matapobre nyang girlfriend. Ang masakit pa dun - Ung matapobre nyang GF pini-I pa sya. Maaring dahil sa pilit nyang paghingi ng paliwanag kung bakit kelngan nila mag break kaya siya na ganun.

Pero sabi ko nga. NAPAKA naman nun.

Nakakangiti naman na ngayon si Isko. Me GF na siya ulit. This time nursing naman., Tinutulungan niya pa lang sa board exam dahil nga nag re ready pa lang si GF nya para sa Board.

"Baka pag nakapasa yun... Iwanan ka din. Di na din kayo the same level" Pabiro kong wika ke Isko.

Simple lang ang aral. Sabi nga ni Isko

ME SALITANG KARMA!

In response to Noi's "She's was the one" posted on his facebook notes.

"Ang pagmamahal hindi basta basta.. wag umasa sa nakikita lang.. pagsisihan niyo rin un sa huli.." -Noi

Kaliwa ka ba o Kanan magisip? Have you ever heard of the left brain and right brain debate?

It is said that left brain hemisphere are for people who arrange sequences, events, solves a problem or decides in an orderly manner, linear or logical way, more like analytical rather than emotional or seeing the big picture the right brain hemisphere is.

I am counting down 10 most meaningful things that happened to me this year - 2009.

10. iWeB How could i forget them. I started my year with them. I had my very own "First Career Step" that you can call and be proud of with them. With a big staff leasing company like them - It's a dream come true for me. There i met my new buddies like Melisa, Jane, Betchay and Len. I learned wordpress through my senior php programmer pal Dex who loves to be absent rather than be late.lol. I saw photography with Mon. The Iweb-Olympics is the coolest thing ever. Sadly, Mel, Jane and I had sheer luck with them. For whatever reason we had to leave the company and file our own death-defying stunt resignation. Poofs! We're back on track now. Jane is on Makati, Mel is studying and I work on a reputable company in Search Engine Marketing and Social Media.

9. INTRO to SEO Seminar in Adamson University. I love that experience. Being able to share what i know with my co-comp sci students and returning the favor. I love that! A half day event that changed me from a stupid emo comp sci graduate who loves lurking and strolling around the campus and playing NBAlive in the computer shop sa me walkway into someone called "Sir" - Napaka kagalang galang. A Prof told me "Ito be speaker nyo? Hindi ba isa ka sa mga pasaway dati? Ganyan talaga pag nagkatrabaho..Bumabait"

People grow. Thanks Tsai. Thanks Pao-Pao :D

This is my 99th post on my personal blog guys. A lot of thanks to those names mentioned on this personal blog that i started last January. For stories, lits, emotions, videos, songs, korean movies and many more. Thanks that you guys became a part of my online journal for almost a year.

Many people think that this is a stupid thing. Writing emotions and letting people get into your life. Well all i can say is this blog became my outlet during those "EMO" days of my life. This is where i put my bitterness and sufferings. I lock it into my blog and use it as a motivation.

This is the place where i put my heart for public viewing.lol.

Many people say "If you want to forget someone., put her into literature" well i did, She's just a story now. They are just part of my short but well lived story now. I had no regrets because without all those things that i had when i started this blog i wouldn't have someone like Michel now. Those stories that taught me how to love and what's the feeling of being loved.

As i continue to grow, As i continue to write...

Hope you guys could see how beautiful life can be :D

"Life is like a box of chocolate.. You'll just never know what you're gonna get"